My Music Life

MUSIC

I don't really know what I want now(argh!!!). G.D why must you be such a good musician ? makes me feel like continue my dream in music .I have totally  drop out the dream as a musician (in the other way of saying"singer") .After my mum gave the idea be a lecturer in maths ,I really didn't think about "singer"already.Now G.D you make me think about it again.

In music I am a lazy student.I don't practise at all, I learned piano and violin .I wasted my parents money for so many years and I gave up in this both instruments at last.When my mum talks abouts piano and violin I always avoid this topic.Do I still qualified to be a musician???All musician have so much of passion in music, they never gave up in it but me?

Currently I am learning singing, I learn for almost 3 years already.No SINGLE IMPROVEMENT.There so many student learn singing in my school have take so many times of exam .I? Not even once.

What should I really do? I am in my holidays now ,I really wants to use this free time to test myself.I really want to know "DO I HAVE THE PASSION LIKE ALL MUSICIAN?".I am thinking to learn piano during the holidays as a test to myself .Everything is not set yet,so lets see first.

Maybe I should ask my singing teacher's opinion??ERMH.........YA,GOOD IDEA!!!

Today recognise is not G.D'S solo but big bang song,2 songs cause yesterday missed:

(2 in 1)